It's okay that I don't know where I am going
it's okay if I don't know where I came from it's okay if I don't know where I am it's okay that false thoughts linger in my mind and that I cannot always rise above them or win a fight it's okay that I am human it's okay to feel fear it's okay to feel angry it's okay to feel tired it's okay to feel sad it's okay to feel despair it's okay to lose myself it's okay to fall it's okay to lose my mind it's okay to lose touch with the ground it's okay to doubt my existence it's okay to feel imperfect it's okay to feel weak it's okay to feel shame it's okay to feel guilt it's okay to feel stuck in pain it's okay to feel suffering even when I choose dark, light breathes through me, truth holds me together prayer speaks through my heart, I am still a child of earth I am a free soul I am never standing still My soul moves forward I don't need to understand love Love finds me, comes out of me, love is faith, faith is hope, hope is light, light fills me into every atom of my being light is everything I rise above all dark matter and of every event in my human life I am not my failures, I am not my mistakes, I am not my feelings or my thoughts I am not dark, I am not right or wrong Light will not elude me Light will not elude life Light will not elude eternity Light will not elude life I am rooted and intertwined with all life, all life's cycles, all complex matters, all divine wisdom I am a being of light May I slowly begin to detach myself from self-hatred May I slowly begin to detach myself from self-destructiveness May I slowly begin to detach myself from false thoughts May I slowly begin to detach myself from defining myself out of lies May I slowly begin to be gentle and kind with myself as I always have to those around me with ease May I slowly begin to detach myself from my old failures May I slowly begin to detach myself from my old beliefs May I slowly begin to detach myself from everything that has ever hurt me in my whole life Light does not define me by my thoughts, by my pains or by my failures Light vibrates unconditionally Love is not conditional Light gives itself to me Light breathes through me Light never leaves Light does not hold me responsible Light does not judge me May I slowly begin to detach myself from self-punishment and self-hurt May I slowly learn forgiveness May I not define myself out of things that happen or that happened to me May I be open to heal May I truly want my own healing May I truly want truth to alter me May I truly want truth to set me free May I hope, May I believe, May I love, May I let my light shine May I be vibrant and radiant May I see the light in me not with my eyes but with my heart May I feel compassion towards myself May I have the knowledge and wisdom that life always unfolds as it should May I slowly begin to detach myself from self-doubt May I slowly begin to embrace myself with forgiveness May I learn through life's lessons May my soul go where I am supposed to go May I find in myself courage and strength to rise above all false stories about myself May I rise May I keep breathing May I keep living May I meet myself May I be amazed May I be in love May I be in light May I be in freedom may i want my own healing - sofie jansson - 5th of january 2012
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